sleepless nights
i dont know what's causing all these sleepless nights. it's been almost a week.
it might be my biological clock being shifted till later.
this is madness. bongus.
sometimes on nights i spend away from camp, ideas just flood in. and i literally mean surge FLOOD type.
ideas for new designs,
ideas for improvements on old designs,
ideas for branding and advertisements (fantasising bout setting up of tee shop),
blah blah blah.
once i get out of bed to start jotting down the points on any scrape paper i find, the ideas just keep coming in. i should be glad i'm blessed with that much creative juices but frankly it's freaky. the mind just gets so excited that i might end up lying on the bed but still wide awake till 2 to 3 am. i embrace good long undisturbed sleeps, and can used to sleep up to 12 hours per day, mind you. hahaha. hence it's been quite a problem there.
nowadays it's worse.
not only is it just ideas, have been thinking of other stuff like some stressed out freak. my mind was filled with my deadlines for my designs so i'll at least accomplish some things before ORD.
i still have designs in the back of my head that wasnt realised into reality yet,
i havent mastered art of dreamweaving, hence the failed attempt to make new blogskin. actually i've even applied for the Army e-prep thingy but didnt bother to continue. cant stand learning from some cold voice-over in the computer. i need a physical teacher for start.
did not understand why i did that (setting deadlines) for, as i started out on the designs as some form of leisure and fun. when had it became so nightmarish?
sometimes it might be other problems, which i think i might ponder too much.
fatique is sinking in deep. but i still cant get enough of sleep.
i shuddered at the thought of trying to sleep.
the lack of sleep is affecting my mood and way of life. it was actually very fruitful this week. having completed 3 designs in just one week. the most efficient week ever! but am not content or even happy. moody moody moody.
~sigh.
it might be my biological clock being shifted till later.
this is madness. bongus.
sometimes on nights i spend away from camp, ideas just flood in. and i literally mean surge FLOOD type.
ideas for new designs,
ideas for improvements on old designs,
ideas for branding and advertisements (fantasising bout setting up of tee shop),
blah blah blah.
once i get out of bed to start jotting down the points on any scrape paper i find, the ideas just keep coming in. i should be glad i'm blessed with that much creative juices but frankly it's freaky. the mind just gets so excited that i might end up lying on the bed but still wide awake till 2 to 3 am. i embrace good long undisturbed sleeps, and can used to sleep up to 12 hours per day, mind you. hahaha. hence it's been quite a problem there.
nowadays it's worse.
not only is it just ideas, have been thinking of other stuff like some stressed out freak. my mind was filled with my deadlines for my designs so i'll at least accomplish some things before ORD.
i still have designs in the back of my head that wasnt realised into reality yet,
i havent mastered art of dreamweaving, hence the failed attempt to make new blogskin. actually i've even applied for the Army e-prep thingy but didnt bother to continue. cant stand learning from some cold voice-over in the computer. i need a physical teacher for start.
did not understand why i did that (setting deadlines) for, as i started out on the designs as some form of leisure and fun. when had it became so nightmarish?
sometimes it might be other problems, which i think i might ponder too much.
fatique is sinking in deep. but i still cant get enough of sleep.
i shuddered at the thought of trying to sleep.
the lack of sleep is affecting my mood and way of life. it was actually very fruitful this week. having completed 3 designs in just one week. the most efficient week ever! but am not content or even happy. moody moody moody.
~sigh.
posted by jinxp at 11:21 PM
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